Sometimes, it’s best to leave things unsaid, but there are times when you can only sit back for so long before saying what’s really on your mind. Right now, I’m going to say what’s on my mind.
There are some people in this world who really need to grow the hell up and get over whatever bullshit issue has crawled up their asses. I’m goddamn tired of seeing my friend get attacked for who he is. I’m goddamn tired of having someone come into the chat and disturb the dj that’s on air, the listeners there to chat.
We tried to handle things with dignity and grace, we have not said word one against them without provocation, yet we’re supposedly lamers and losers. You know what? We’re not. We’ve kept all but one of DJ since we started. That person was fucked about with and given false information. Fine. But I bet if anyone asked our staff if they’re happy, they would say that they are. They would say that they enjoy being part of the team.
As far as I’m concerned, they are the lamers and the losers.
Wanna play paste email and conversations? I can too.
UDP - ~* Margaret *~ Serena?
~* Margaret *~ UDP - Yes?
UDP - ~* Margaret *~ I just wanted to, drop by, and since your the only one of the guys online in msn I hope you don’t mind if i ask you to pass on a message for me?
~* Margaret *~ UDP - I’ll be happy to
UDP - ~* Margaret *~ I wanted to say, that i’m sorry, that you guys got caught up in the personal issues that myself and Nicole are having. That I know it must be tough for you guys with both of us gone, and not really knowing/understanding what has happened between us.
UDP - ~* Margaret *~ I know Nikki desperatly wants to come back, and desperatly wants to be involved in any way she can, shes said it herself that she misses the place, and I won’t deny that I do too. However at the end it was my decision to leave and I guess that I sort of forced her in to it.
UDP - ~* Margaret *~ I do hope, that you will have her back, whatever the status of our relationship. Once things are settled. She really does have a great heart, and really does just want to help you guys.
~* Margaret *~ UDP - We totally understand, even tho we don’t know what happened, we don’t need to know. We’re more than happy to have either of you back, hell both of you back would be ideal. We do want her back, that’s not an issue. We just want a bit of time to finish moving things
UDP - ~* Margaret *~ I also wanted to say, that i’m sorry I bailed out on you guys so quickly, before things were transitioned. I just had to go, not only because I had promised that I would, but because I needed too. I won’t be back in the rooms, in any way, shape or form, even if it will make things easier on you, i’m sorry but I just can’t do it.
~* Margaret *~ UDP - We do understand why you did. It was what you needed to do.
UDP - ~* Margaret *~ Thank you
~* Margaret *~ UDP - We just think that with everything in such a chaotic state, that it’s best for her to wait until things are settled
UDP - ~* Margaret *~ I’m heading of for the night, i’m heart-broken, exhausted (i’ve completly forgotten what a good nights sleep is) and having a horrible reaction to my new meds. Is there anything you need from me before I go?
~* Margaret *~ UDP - You know better than most of us how chaos and Nicole don’t go together well
UDP - ~* Margaret *~ I honestly agree, I think if she does join you again, it needs to be when things are stable. Both between us (me and nikki) and at the station.
~* Margaret *~ UDP - I think I’m good for tonight, I’m just moving files over tonight
~* Margaret *~ UDP - Go get some rest, you need and deserve it
UDP - ~* Margaret *~ OK, thanks serena, good luck
~* Margaret *~ UDP - Thanks *hugs*